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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    8:03 am
    @@@@@ I listened to the fading sound of his
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    I listened to the fading sound of his footsteps until they were goneThen, forgetting Jeb's
    existence, I pressed my face into my hands and sobbed
    CHAPTER 20
    Freed
    Jeb let me cry myself out without interruptingHe didn't comment all through the following
    snifflesIt was only when I'd been completely silent for a good half hour that he spoke
    “Still awake in there?”
    I didn't answerI was too much in the habit of silence
    “You want to come out here and stretch?” he offered“My back is aching just thinking about
    that stupid hole
    Ironically, considering my week of maddening silence, I wasn't in the mood for companyBut
    his offer wasn't one I could refuseBefore I could think about it, my hands were pulling me
    through the exit
    Jeb was sitting with crossed legs on the matI watched him for some reaction as I shook out my
    arms and legs and rolled my shoulders, but he had his eyes closedLike the time of Jamie's visit,
    he looked asleep
    How long had it been since I'd seen Jamie? And how was he now? My already sore heart gave a
    painful little lurch
    “Feel better?” Jeb asked, his eyes opening
    “It's going to be okay, you know He grinned a wide, face-stretching grin“That stuff I said to
    Jared… Well, I won't say Ilied, exactly, because it's all true if you look at it from a certain angle,
    but from another angle, it wasn't so much the truth as it was what he needed to hear
    I just stared; I didn't understand a word of what he was saying
    “Anyway, Jared needs a break from thisNot from you, kid,” he added quickly, “but from the
    situationHe'll gain some perspective while he's away
    I wondered how he seemed to know exactly which words and phrases would cut at
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    8:03 am
    @@@@@ There was nothing to do but to go from one
    @@@@@
    There was nothing to do but to go from one day into the nextThe platoon was lucky, for tomorrow anywayThey'd have recon working on the beach detail for a week probably, and the first patrols where all the trails were strange would be made already, and the campaign would have dropped into a familiar and bearable rutHe spat again, kneading with his blunt scarred fingers the knurled swollen knuckles of his other hand
    In silhouette against the rail, his profile consisted almost entirely of a large blob of a nose and a long low-slung jaw, but in the moonlight this was misleading for it did not show the redness of his skin and hairHis face always seemed boiled and angry except for his eyes, which were quiet, a pale blue, marooned by themselves in a web of wrinkles and frecklesWhen he laughed his teeth showed, big and yellow and crooked, his rough voice braying out with a contemptuous inviolate mirthEverything about him was bony and knobbed, and although he was more than six feet tall, it was unlikely that he weighed one hundred and fifty pounds
    His hand scratched his stomach, explored about for a moment or two and then haltedHe had forgotten his life beltAutomatically he thought of going back to the hold for it, and was angered at himself"Goddam Army gets you so you're afraid to turn around"You waste half your time trying to remember what they told you to do Still he debated for a moment whether he should fetch it, and then grinned"Aaah, you can only get killed once
    He had told that to Hennessey, a kid who had joined recon only a few weeks before the division's task force had loaded ship for this invasion"A life belt, that's something for Hennessey to worry about, a life belt," he said to himself now
    They had been up on deck together one night when an air raid sounded, and they had squatted under a life raft, watching the ships in convoy lashing through the black water, the crew at the nearest gun standing tensely by the breechA Zero had attacked and a dozen searchlights had tried to focus on itHundreds of tracer arcs had lined red patterns through the airIt had all been very different from the combat he had previously seen, without heat, without fatigue, beautiful and unreal like a technicolor movie or a calendar pictureHe had watched in absorption, not even ducking when a bomb had exploded in a livid yellow fan over a ship a few hundred yards away
    Then Hennessey had destroyed his mood"Jesus, I just remembered," he had said
    "What?"
    "I ain't got any air cartridges in my life
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    8:03 am
    @@@@@“Advise” was his word, but it was the
    @@@@@“Advise”
    was his word, but it was the advice of absolute power, and she had
    only to rise, and, with MrCrawford’s very cordial adieus, pass quietly
    away; stopping at the entrance-door, like the Lady of Branxholm
    Hall, “one moment and no more,” to view the happy scene, and
    take a last look at the five or six determined couple who were still
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    hard at work; and then, creeping slowly up the principal staircase,
    pursued by the ceaseless country-dance, feverish with hopes and
    fears, soup and negus, sore-footed and fatigued, restless and agitated,
    yet feeling, in spite of everything, that a ball was indeed delightful
    In thus sending her away, Sir Thomas perhaps might not be thinking
    merely of her healthIt might occur to him that MrCrawford
    had been sitting by her long enough, or he might mean to recommend
    her as a wife by shewing her persuadableness
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    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XXIX
    THE BALL WAS OVER, and the breakfast was soon over too; the last kiss
    was given, and William was goneCrawford had, as he foretold,
    been very punctual, and short and pleasant had been the meal
    After seeing William to the last moment, Fanny walked back to
    the breakfast-room with a very saddened heart to grieve over the
    melancholy change; and there her uncle kindly left her to cry in
    peace, conceiving, perhaps, that the deserted chair of each young
    man might exercise her tender enthusiasm, and that the remaining
    cold pork bones and mustard in William’s plate might but divide
    her feelings with the broken egg-shells in MrShe sat
    and cried con amore as her uncle intended, but it was con amore
    fraternal and no otherWilliam was gone, and she now felt as if she
    had wasted half his visit in idle cares and selfish solicitudes unconnected
    with him
    Fanny’s disposition was such that she could never even think of
    her aunt Norris in the meagreness and cheerlessness of her own
    small house, without reproaching herself for some little want of attention
    to her when they had been last together; much less could
    her feelings acquit her of having done and said and thought everything
    by William that was due to him for a whole fortnight
    It was a heavy, melancholy daySoon after the second breakfast,
    Edmund bade them good-bye for a week, and mounted his horse
    for Peterborough, and then all were goneNothing remained of last
    night but remembrances, which she had nobody to share inShe
    talked to her aunt Bertram—she must talk to somebody of the ball;
    but her aunt had seen so little of what had passed, and had so little
    curiosity, that it was heavy workLady Bertram was not certain of
    anybody’s dress or anybody’s place at supper but her own“She could
    not recollect what it was that she had heard about one of the Miss
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    Maddoxes, or what it was that Lady Prescott had noticed in Fanny:
    she was not sure whether Colonel Harrison had been talking of Mr
    Crawford or of William when he said he was the finest young man
    in the room—somebody had whispered something to her; she had
    forgot to ask Sir Thomas what it could be And these were her
    longest speeches and clearest communications: the rest was only a
    languid “Yes, yes; very well; did you? did he? I did not see that; I
    should not know one from the otherIt was only
    better than MrsNorris’s sharp answers would have been; but she
    being gone home with all the supernumerary jellies to nurse a sick
    maid, there was peace and good-humour in their little party, though
    it could not boast much beside
    The evening was heavy like the day“I cannot think what is the
    matter with me,” said Lady Bertram, when the tea-things were removed
    “I feel quite stupidIt must be sitting up so late last ni
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    8:10 am
    @@@@@My background’s deep-cover security “Like I
    @@@@@My background’s deep-cover security
    “Like I said, I figured—”
    “What about the Sixth Fleet?” interrupted Bourne, moving away from the subject of himself
    “I see him now and then but I don’t think we’ve exchanged a dozen wordsHe’s military; I’m
    civilian—very civilianNo uniform ever made a soldier and it sure didn’t with me
    “What about a couple of generals, one in Brussels, the other at the Pentagon?”
    “They were career men; they stayed inI wasn’t and I didn’t
    “We have to expect leaks, rumors,” said Bourne almost aimlessly, his eyes now wandering“But
    we can’t permit the slightest hint of military orientation
    “You mean like in junta style?”
    “Never,” replied Bourne, once more staring at Armbruster“That kind of thing creates
    whirlwinds—”
    “Forget it!” whispered the chairman of the Federal Trade Commission, angrily interrupting
    “The Sixth Fleet, as you call him, calls the shots only here and only because it’s convenientHe’s a
    blood-and-guts admiral with a whiz-bang record and a lot of clout where we want it, but that’s in
    Washington, not anywhere else!”
    “I know that and you know it,” said Jason emphatically, the emphasis covering his
    bewilderment, “but someone who’s been in a protection program for over fifteen years is putting
    together his own scenario and that comes out of Saigon—Command Saigon
    “It may have come out of Saigon but it sure as hell didn’t stay thereThe soldier boys couldn’t
    run with it, we all know thatBut I see what you meanYou tie in Pentagon brass with anything
    like us, the freaks are in the streets and the bleeding-heart fairies in Congress have a field day
    Suddenly a dozen subcommittees are in session
    “Which we can’t tolerate,” added Bourne
    “Agreed,” said Armbruster“Are we any closer to learning the name of the bastard who’s
    putting this scenario together?”
    “Closer, not closeHe’s been in contact with Langley but on what level we don’t know
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    75
    “Langley? For Christ’s sake, we’ve got someone over thereHe can squelch it and find out who
    the son of a bitch is!”
    “DeSole?” offered the Cobra simply Armbruster leaned forwa
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    8:02 am
    @@@@@ * * * Scarlett was the Season's
    @@@@@ * * * Scarlett was the Season's hitGentlemen flocked to meet
    the rich widow who was also-mirabile dicrv-iantastically beautiful
    Mothers swarmed her private reception room with daughters in tow to
    meet the gentlemenAfter the first day, Charlotte never ordered
    flowers againAdmirers sent so many that there wasn't room for all of
    themMany of the bouquets contained leather cases from Dublin's
    finest jeweler, but Scarlett reluctantly returned all the brooches,
    bracelets, rings, earrings"Even an American from Clayton County,
    Georgia, knows that you're expected to pay back favors," she told
    Charlotte"I won't be obligated to anybody, not that way Her
    goings and comings were reported faithfully and sometimes even
    accurately in the gossip column of the daily f TimeShop owners in
    morning coats came themselves to show her choice items they hoped
    she
    might like, and she defiantly bought herself many of the jewelry pieces
    she had refused to acceptThe Viceroy danced with her twice at the
    State BallAll the guests at her coffees and teas admired her
    portraitScarlett looked at it every morning and every afternoon
    before the first visitors arrivedShe was learning herself
    Charlotte Montague observed the metamorphosis with interestThe
    practiced flirt vanished, replaced by a serene, somewhat amused
    woman
    who had only to turn her smoky green eyes on man, woman, or child
    to
    draw them, mesmerized, to her sideI used to work like a mule to be
    charming, Scarlett thought, now I don't do anything at allShe
    couldn't understand it at all, but she accepted the gift of it with
    simple gratitude"Did you say two hundred people, Charlotte? That's
    what you call a small dance?"
    "RelativelyThere are always five or six hundred at the State and
    Saint Patrick's balls and more than a thousand at the Drawing Rooms
    You certainly already know at least half the people who7l be there,
    probably many more than half
    "I still think it's tacky that you weren't invited
    "It's the way things are Charlotte was
    anticipating the evening with pleasureShe planned to go over
    account b
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    8:02 am
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    “Pay 'em no mind,” Jeb murmured to me
    Jeb proceeded to follow his own advice; he went to a jumbled pile of tools against the closest
    wall, shoved his gun through the strap at his waist, and grabbed a pick and two shovels
    I felt exposed, having him so far awayIan was just a step behind me–I could hear him
    breathingThe others in the room continued to glower, their tools still in their handsI hermes kelly bag didn't
    miss the fact that the picks and hoes that were breaking the earth could easily be used to break a
    bodyIt seemed to me, in reading a few of their expressions, that I wasn't the only one with that
    idea
    Jeb came back and handed me a shovelI gripped the smooth, worn wooden handle, feeling its
    weightAfter seeing the bloodlust in the humans' eyes, it was hard not to think of it as a
    weaponI didn't cartier love like the ideaI doubted I could raise it as one, even to block a blow
    Jeb gave Ian the pickThe sharp, blackened metal looked deadly in his handsIt took all my
    willpower not to skip out of range
    “Let's take the back corner
    At least Jeb took me to the least crowded spot in the long, sunny caveHe had Ian pulverize the
    hard-baked dirt ahead of us, while I flipped the clods over and he followed behind, men wallet gucci crushing the
    chunks into usable soil with the edge of his shovel
    Watching the sweat run down Ian's fair skin–he'd removed his shirt after a few seconds in the
    dry scorch of the mirror light–and hearing Jeb's grunted breaths behind me, I could see that I had
    the easiest jobI wished I had something more difficult to do, something that would keep me
    from being distracted by the movements of the other dolce sale humansTheir every motion had me
    cringing and flinching
    I couldn't do Ian's job–I didn't have the thick arm and back muscles needed to really chew into
    the hard soilBut I decided to do what I could of Jeb's, prechopping the clods into smaller bits
    before I moved onIt helped a little bit–kept my eyes busy and tired me out so that I had to
    concentrate on making myself work
    Ian brought us water now and tiffany diamond th
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    8:02 am
    @@@@@Later you will be smartYou will learn to
    @@@@@Later you will be smartYou will learn to play a woman like a guitar

    Julio makes love when he is fifteenThere is a little girl on the earth-pressed street who wears no bloomersYsabel Flores, dirty little girlAll the boys she makes love to
    Julio, you are sweet sweet sweet
    Under the tree behind the empty house in the darkJulio, like the dogs, okay?
    He feels the sweet sick nausea(Protestant girls like me, I will make much money Ysabel, when I am big I buy you many dresses
    Her wet velveted body relaxesShe lies down on her spread-out dress, her premature breasts lolling in the summer heatWhat color will they be?

    Julio Martinez is big boy now, big financier; he works in a hashhouseThe foul rich barbecue smell, the garlic molten in the hot dogs on the griddleJoe and Nemo, Harry and Dick, White TowerGrease on a sizzling plate and the crumblings, the rancid fat, all to be scraped with the spatulaMartinez wears a white jacket
    Texans can be impatientHey, you boy, hurry up that chili
    Prostitutes look through him
    The cars flare by in the electric night, his feet ache on the concrete floor(I will make much money
    But there are no jobs with much moneyWhat can a Mexican boy do in San Antone? He can be counterman in hashhouse; he can be bellhop; he can pick cotton in season; he can start store; but he cannot be a doctor, a lawyer, big merchant, chief
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    8:03 am
    purse logo,Tiffany Bracelets,oyster rolex,chanel...
    purse logo,Tiffany Bracelets,oyster rolex,chanel jewelry,cheap chanel purses @@@@@On his side the inclination was stronger, on
    hers less equivocalHis objections, the scruples of his integrity,
    seemed all done away, nobody could tell how; and the doubts and
    hesitations of her ambition were equally got over—and equally without
    apparent reasonIt could only be imputed to increasing attachment
    His good and her bad feelings yielded to love, and such love
    must unite themHe was to go to town as soon as some business
    relative to Thornton Lacey were completed—perhaps within a fortnight;
    he talked of going, he loved to talk of it; and when once with
    her again, Fanny could not doubt the restHer acceptance must be
    as certain as his offer; and yet there were bad feelings still remaining
    which made the prospect of it most sorrowful to her, independently,
    she believed, independently of self
    In their very last conversation, Miss Crawford, in spite of some
    amiable sensations, and much personal kindness, had still been Miss
    Crawford; still shewn a mind led astray and purse logo bewildered, and without
    any suspicion of being so; darkened, yet fancying itself lightShe might
    love, but she did not deserve Edmund by any other sentimentFanny
    believed there was scarcely a second feeling in common between them;
    and she may be forgiven by older sages for looking on the chance of
    Miss Crawford’s future improvement as nearly desperate, for thinking
    that if Edmund’s influence in this season of love had already done
    so little in clearing her judgment, and regulating her notions, his worth
    would be finally wasted on her even in years of matrimony
    Experience might have hoped more for any young people so circumstanced,
    and impartiality would not have denied to Miss
    Crawford’s nature that participation of the general nature of women
    which would lead her to adopt the opinions of the man she loved
    and respected as her ownBut as such were Fanny’s persuasions, she
    suffered very much from them, and could never speak of Miss
    Crawford without pain
    Sir Thomas, meanwhile, Tiffany Bracelets went on with his own hopes and his own
    observations, still feeling a right, by all his knowledge of human
    nature, to expect to see the effect of the loss of power and consequence
    on his niece’s spirits, and the past attentions of the lover
    producing a craving for their return; and he was soon afterwards
    able to account for his not yet completely and indubitably seeing all
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    this, by the prospect of another visitor, whose approach he could
    allow to be quite enough to support the spirits he was watching
    William had obtained a ten days’ leave of absence, to be given to
    Northamptonshire, and was coming, the happiest of lieutenants,
    because the latest made, to shew his happiness and describe his uniform
    He came; and he would have been delighted to shew his uniform
    there too, had not cruel custom prohibited its appearance except on
    dutySo the uniform remained at Portsmouth, and Edmund conjectured
    that before Fanny had any chance of seeing it, all its own oyster rolex freshness
    and all the freshness of its wearer’s feelings must be worn awayIt
    would be sunk into a badge of disgrace; for what can be more unbecoming,
    or more worthless, than the uniform of a lieutenant, who
    has been a lieutenant a year or two, and sees others made commanders
    before him? So reasoned Edmund, till his father made him the
    confidant of a scheme which placed Fanny’s chance of seeing the second
    lieutenant of HThrush in all his glory in another light
    This scheme was that she should accompany her brother back to
    Portsmouth, and spend a little time with her own familyIt had
    occurred to Sir Thomas, in one of his dignified musings, as a right
    and desirable measure; but before he absolutely made up his mind,
    he consulted his sonEdmund considered it every way, and saw
    nothing but what was rightThe thing was good in itself, and could
    not be done at a better time; and he had no doubt of it being highly
    agreeable to FannyThis was enough to determine Sir Thomas; and
    a chanel jewelry decisive “then so it shall be” closed that stage of the business; Sir
    Thomas retiring from it with some feelings of satisfaction, and views
    of good over and above what he had communicated to his son; for
    his prime motive in sending her away had very little to do with the
    propriety of her seeing her parents again, and nothing at all with
    any idea of making her happyHe certainly wished her to go willingly,
    but he as certainly wished her to be heartily sick of home
    before her visit ended; and that a little abstinence from the elegancies
    and luxuries of Mansfield Park would bring her mind into a
    sober state, and incline her to a juster estimate of the value of that
    home of greater permanence, and equal comfort, of which she had
    the offer
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    It was a medicinal project upon his niece’s understanding, which
    he must consider as at present diseasedA residence of eight or nine
    years in the abode of wealth and plenty had a little disordered her
    powers of comparing and cheap chanel purses judgi
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    8:11 am
    @@@@@ “Thinking about knocking, I mean “What’s
    @@@@@
    “Thinking about knocking, I mean
    “What’s on your mind,” asked the celebrated attorney as if he doubted his wife had one
    “Please don’t be clever with me
    “What is it, Edith?”
    “Where were you last night?”
    Gates arched his brows in mock surprise“My God, are you suspicious? I told you where I wasIn conference with someone I knew years ago, someone I did not care to have at my
    houseIf, at your age, you want confirmation, call the Ritz
    Edith Gates was silent for a moment; she simply looked at her husband“My dear,” she said, “I
    don’t give a damn if you had an assignation with the most voluptuous whore in the Combat Zone
    Somebody would probably have to give her a few drinks to restore her confidence
    “In that department you’re not exactly a stud, bastard
    “Is there a point to this colloquy?”
    “I think soAbout an hour ago, just before you came home from your office, a man was at the
    doorDenise was doing the silver, so I answered itI must say he looked impressive; his clothes
    were terribly expensive and his car was a black Porsche—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    90
    “And?” broke in Gates, lurching forward in the chair, his eyes suddenly wide, rigid
    “He said to tell you that le grand professeur owed him twenty thousand dollars and ‘he’ wasn’t
    where he was supposed to be last night, which I assumed was the RitzOh, Christ, he doesn’t understandWhat did you say?”
    “I didn’t like his language or his attitudeI told him I hadn’t the vaguest idea where you were
    He knew I was lying, but there wasn’t anything he could doLying’s something he knows about
    “I can’t imagine that twenty thousand is such a problem for you—”
    “It’s not the money, it’s the method of payment
    “For what?”
    “Nothing
    “I believe that’s what you call a contradiction, Randy
    “Shut up!”
    The telephone ran
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    8:02 am
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    and
    the South and who was right?"
    "Johnny Reb" laughed"What's it to a soldier the right and the wrong
    of it all? Ne's there for the fighting, that's what he likesDoesn't
    matter who you're fighting, long as he gives you a good fight When
    Scarlett reached tiffany price the Sutcliffes' house she shocked their butler almost
    out of his professional composure by asking for a brandy with her
    coffeeShe was more confused than she could handleAfterwards
    she
    bathed and put on a fresh frock and came downstairs, her composure
    restored
    Until she saw Charles Raglandhe shouldn't be at this party! She
    acted as if she hadn't noticed him"Nan, how rolex ladies watch lovely you look
    And I just love your houseMy room's so pretty I might stay
    forever
    "Nothing would please me more, ScarlettYou know John Graham,
    don't
    you?"
    "Only by reputationI've been angling for an introduction John Graham was a tall slender man with the
    loose-limbed ease of the natural athletehe was the Master of hounds
    of the Galway Blazers, perhaps the most omega ladies watch famous hunt in all Ireland
    Every fox hunter in Great Britain hoped to be invited to join one of
    the Blazers' huntsGraham knew it, and Scarlett knew that he knew
    it
    There was no point in being coyGraham, are you open to
    bribery?" Why didn't Charles quit staring at her like that? What was
    he doing here anyhow? John Graham threw back his silvered head in
    laughter
    His eyes balenciaga handbag were lively with it when he looked back down at Scarlett
    "I have always heard that you Americans come straight to the point,
    MrsTell me, what precisely did you
    have in mind?"
    "Would an arm and a leg do? I can stay on a sidesaddle with one
    leg-it's the only good thing about a sidesaddle that I can think of-and
    I only need one hand for the reins"Such an
    extravagant clutch prada offer
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    8:03 am
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    with the stalks, the ground in the east fields would need to be turnedMaybe I would have time
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    secondsMelanie was right; I needed to sleepShe was just as muddledHer thoughts all spun
    around Jared, but she could make nothing coherent of them, either
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    8:12 am
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    They drank silently for a few minutes"You get lots of mail, kid?" Red asked
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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